For quite a long time now, I've met 'princessgentoo' back when I used to
be the otherwise unremarkable username known as 'novaburst' (which for
legacy reasons I still use it), but my feelings toward her, despite
barely knowing her for all that time, have suddenly manifested by the
end of last year, and I have yet to know why.

But one thing is clear, it is not romantic love, it is brotherly love,
the one I have never experienced in my lifetime (and doubt I ever will).

How will she reply to that? I don't know. I don't think I can even know.
After all, love is something I'm still unable to understand.

I had no one to seek guidance from, and I believe it's too late to do
that now, now that I'm on my mid-twenties.

I just want to believe.

That is all.